Things I Won't Admit

I wish things weren't so complicated. I miss hanging out while you work on something and hearing you type. I miss curling up on your couch and looking at the back of your head and smiling. I miss not having to say anything. I miss that calm feeling I could feel around you, the feeling that meant I could stop putting on a show for everyone. I miss you. I miss you loads. We see eachother, but I'm not letting any connection form. But then we dance and everything is normal. We are clicking and our minds are in sync and on exactly the same page. We are working together, creating, feeling, and sharing. I want that ease off the dance floor. I want to share and feel together in other situations... In every situation. I want to be there, wherever there is, with you.